Today is the anniversary

Of my dad’s departure from this earth… mum wrote me on Wednesday to tell me that they had a mass in the morning for him… and much to my mother’s amusement the priest mentioned my father’s name before the pope’s. Mum was convinced that my father would be chuffed with that.

Strange really… I feel so disconnected sometimes… guess it’s because I live so far away… but mum and KJ are always very optimistic about it… no other choice really… death doesn’t give you any other option as it’s kind of final.

Work is gearing up but best not to write about it as it will jinx it.

Today would be a good day for me to disappear completely… but I guess I should just go to the gym instead. *shrug*